-6:38am i dont know what to feel. its love like always i guess. but i feel pain? nothing is the same. my words dont have the same effect. she doesnt say i love you. i get no response at all sometimes. i dont know how she feels. i dont know if she truly wants to wait for me like i want to wait for her. i dont know if she loves me still. i dont know if she wants to only be friends forever. i dont want to be friends i want it to be the same as before. but i guess the break that is being forced does

-6:38am i dont know what to feel. its love like always i guess. but i feel pain? nothing is the same. my words dont have the same effect. she doesnt say i love you. i get no response at all sometimes. i dont know how she feels. i dont know if she truly wants to wait for me like i want to wait for her. i dont know if she loves me still. i dont know if she wants to only be friends forever. i dont want to be friends i want it to be the same as before. but i guess the break that is being forced does